I Wanna Live

It’s snowing outside
It’s cold as hell
I don’t know where I’m going
The battle's not going well
I need something 
I don’t want anything
I don’t know where I’m gonna go
I wanna die but I wanna live

So I’m on the road
Trying to find myself
You won’t want to know me
I’m in my own kinda hell
I want to get away
I want to go real far
I want to get far away from here
I wanna die but I wanna live

So it's not so bad
I’m just being dramatic
I can’t help it
It’s just so automatic
I’m gonna do the work
Do the right things
I’m not done yet
I wanna die but I wanna live